[whitelion65]

That's an unfortunate thing about the meds, especially in the short term.
I guess you start to adjust to them longer term,, and need to understand teh role that they play in your bodies' "signal chemistry".
I have to stay on mine for the time being, so that I "stay around". But I certainly don't see them as an answer to my problems, just something to keep me going while I learn (with professional help) how to deal with the past.
Good luck brothers (and sisters), and continue to fight the good fight.

ps as for racism......F@#k them!!!